I wish you were here, autumn is the hardest season, the leaves are all falling and they're falling like they're falling in love with the ground and the trees are naked and lonely..I keep trying to tell them new leaves will come around in the spring but you can't tell trees those things, they're like me they just stand there and don't listen.
Year after graduation-
And I sit back and think about how different everything is.
About how my social life has gone from active to just barely alive, or how I have now become use to the hours of silence due to my low key existence. The constant clicks streaming from my iPhone keypad now plays the tune to my life as I lay back and type the only constant thoughts racing in my mind all day.
I feel lost but I know I am not. Maybe alone. I stopped talking to a lot people lately because I can’t commit to anyone who needs my time. I don’t have time because I am too busy trying to not think.
Does this make any sense?